Unrequited Feelings
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That's not to say all demiromantics can't move on and find other loves, it's more my own personal experience with how my orientation works and just my own life's experiences. For me personally, it was hundreds of hours of spending time with this person for those feelings to even begin to appear.
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I know I won't find other love if I don't look, but it's physically sickening to me to think about romance with anyone else but this friend. Before this all happened I thought I was aromantic because it was physically sickening to think about romance with anyone. Thank you for sharing your experience. At this point I honestly would be super happy with a queerplatonic partnership, but I think even that is out of the question for this person. They are a very closed off person and have outwardly told me that they are afraid of any types of close emotional relationships romantic included when we spoke last month.
The main point they wanted to convey to me back in July was that romantic relationships did not interest them because they are too emotionally invested, something that scares them.
In a study of more than incidents of unrequited love, Baumeister found that rejecters suffered from guilt and anxiety and often reported feeling like they were . Unrequited love or one-sided love is love that is not openly reciprocated or understood as such The inability of the unrequited lover to express or declare their love leads to negative feelings such as depression, low self-esteem, anxiety and.
On another note, my feelings for them are have become harder to overcome due to how physically close we've become. While we are both ace so sex stuff is out, we're frequently doing things like sharing the same bed and cuddling together while sleeping. Honestly hashing it out like this I've started to realize I am happy with everything I have with this relationship except the confirmation that I mean something to them beyond the casual acquaintance type friends. I know actions can speak louder than words, but hearing no words to signify a relationship's importance makes me question if I am misreading actions.
A "I love you friend," calling me their best friend in return I asked if I could call them my best friend a while ago and they said yes, but they've never called me that back , or even just telling me I'm important to them would do wonders for my emotional state.
But anyway I think I'm just emotionally rambling at this point I can pretty much guarantee you that someone that complains about a new unrequited crush every few days will garner a lot more exasperation and "whatever" sorts of responses than someone who does the same every few years. It doesn't take a genius to guess why -- these feelings just don't mean as much when you can quickly hop from one object of affection to the next, with practically zero issue. Even if it doesn't necessarily mean that someone who experiences these things more rarely will also experience them more strongly, there IS some degree of correllation.
But being sexual or romantic doesn't guarantee that you're going to be jumping from minor feelings for one person to minor feelings for another all the time. I actually have been in this situation! I'm a demiromantic ace and the friend I had a crush on let me down very gently, which was a big help. The only real thing I did was allow myself to feel sad. I moped for a couple of weeks, didn't talk to him much, didn't talk about him to other people, ate ice cream directly out of the tub because I'd heard that was what you were meant to do.
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And then after that I felt better and it's like it never happened. Obviously you and me are different people, but I think 'mourning' the loss of a potential romantic relationship would logically help you get on with treasuring the platonic one that remains. Give yourself some space - if your friend knows you have or had feelings for them I can't imagine they'll mind you saying that you need it for a while. Recognise that feeling sad doesn't make you a bad friend. In time, the feelings may pass. I don't quite agree.
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Most people meet someone, experience attraction based on what someone looks like without actually feeling anything deeper, and so they're not that disappointed if it doesn't work, most of the time. And also they don't feel despair over not being able to meet anyone else, which for me - it happens maybe ever 5 or 10 years that I meet someone interesting.
The first three weren't suitable - eg wanted kids. So when I got to know someone who was everything I have ever wanted, for the first time ever, who I felt very connected with, and I found out he doesn't want a relationship, I literally didn't want to get out of bed and couldn't stop crying for a month, literally even at work.
Three years later and I'm still sad but finally starting to heal. I don't think that's typical. This is something I can somewhat relate to. I once had what I thought at the time to be romantic feelings for a close friend. I suggested that we could try dating, even though I knew it would be unchartered territory for me. However, it was clear that my friend did not feel the same way about me.
I was devastated for quite some time afterwards, although thankfully we were able to remain friends.
The whole thing was very painful even to think about for at least a few months afterwards and I would probably say that I wasn't completely over it for about a year. It was the first and only time that I've felt so strongly about anyone.
The night I stopped telling him I loved him, I felt more weighed down than ever, and it was the hardest thing I've had to do. Eric Berne considered that "the man who is loved by a woman is lucky indeed, but the one to be envied is he who loves, however little he gets in return. It could mean setting aside certain days and times where you focus on other relationships, other activities, anything but them. This page contains affiliate links. Third, enjoy your feelings without needing them to become something else. I was thankful it didn't stop us being able to stay friends, albeit perhaps not as close as before.
Now though, having a better understanding of all things to do with asexuality and aromanticism, I'm not convinced that what I felt at that time, or at any time, was genuine romantic attraction. Looking back on how I felt then, I think it was more likely an intense platonic love. At the time, I knew that I was asexual and possibly aromantic without being familiar with either term , but hoped that maybe I wasn't as I've never liked the idea of being seen as 'different'.
1. Put Less Energy Into The Friendship So You Have Better Chances of Meeting a Mate
I think that my willingness to seek a romantic relationship with someone who I admire and respect as a friend was possibly more about me trying to convince myself that I could still live up to certain societal expectations and, had the interest been reciprocated, hopefully make my friend happy. I think there's a chance my friend might be somewhere on the ace spectrum and think it shouldn't have been too difficult to figure out that I hadn't any interest in a sexual relationship.
Asexuality was never brought up though. I'm quite sure that my friend is not aromantic and had previously expressed sorrow over being single, which perhaps contributed to my suggestion of wanting to be something a bit more than friends. Even though what I wanted was for things to essentially continue as normal in our friendship, except for calling it a 'relationship' and trying to make it more 'romantic', the rejection was still extremely painful.
When strong affection for someone only comes around so rarely, it would make sense that it would hurt so much when unreciprocated, compared to situations where someone is interested in many people on a regular basis. I was thankful it didn't stop us being able to stay friends, albeit perhaps not as close as before. The human buffet is grand, complex, and confusing. Add in the extra ingredient of having to guess how someone feels about you, and a permanent vacation in a monastery can seem totally sensible.
We think we know when we love someone. Do you constantly wonder what the other person is doing, whereas they are off living their life as if their time on Earth is one big wine commercial?
How jealous do you get when that special someone made of light grinds your soul by telling you about the great movie they saw with Someone Else? You may have an unrequited love. Do you see yourself as patiently waiting for the other person to experience a revelatory burst of healthy, stable affection for you? Willy Shakespeare wrote about it.
John Cusack stood in the street holding up a boombox for it. Recently there was a guy who vowed to play piano nonstop in the park for it. It is time to move on. Do you have more conversations in your head with this special person than actual out-loud dialogue?
Are you already scripting it about the latest object of your desire? Clear, clear sign right there. No one, no matter what, in any way, shape, or form, is beholden to travel it with you. Your identity depends on loving them and them loving you Placing the burden of your general satisfaction with life on the shoulders of another person presents a huge emotional imbalance. This is a selfish and draining type of co-dependent attachment.
This occurs as a result of part of you, despite what you want to believe, knowing that the intermix between you and the person on your pedestal is a one-sided affair. First, realize no person is an object, possession, balm, or prize. No one is obligated to conform to your fantasies. Once this is realized and internalized, a shift occurs: