Lady Eleanor Awakes!
Dextwood," for Miss Gaudette, and the innocent-looking conversation exploded suddenly like a short-fused firecracker. Rhoda in an instant was sitting bolt upright with her arms around her knees rocking to and fro in convulsive delight. Ruth much more thoughtfully jumped for Noreen's bureau drawer. But Noreen herself, after one long, hyphenated "Oh, my H-e-a-v-e-n-s! For miles and miles the teasing lights of Other Women's homes stretched out before her.
From the window-sill below her rose the persistent purple smell of violets, and the cooing, gauzy laughter of the Much-Loved Girl. Fatigue was in the damp air, surely, but Spring was also there, and Lonesomeness, and worst of all, that desolating sense of patient, dying snow wasting away before one's eyes like Life itself.
When Noreen turned again to her friends her eyelids drooped defiantly across her eyes. Her lips were like a scarlet petal under the bite of her teeth. There in the jetty black and scathing white of her dress she loomed up suddenly like one of her own best drawings—pulseless ink and stale white paper vitalized all in an instant by some miraculous emo tional power. A living Cartoon of "Fatigue" she stood there— "Fatigue," as she herself would have drawn it—no flaccid failure of wilted bone and sagging flesh, but Verve —the taut Brain's pitiless rally of the Body that can not afford to rest—the verve of Factory Lights blazing overtime, the verve of the Runner who drops at his goal.
Then she slammed the door behind her and started downstairs for the bleak, plush parlor, with a chaotic sense of absurdity and bravado. But when she reached the middle of the bachelor stairway and looked down casually and spied her clumsy arctics butting out from her wet-edged skirt all her nervousness focused instantly in her shaking knees, and she collapsed abruptly on the friendly dark stair and clutching hold of the banister, began to whimper.
In the midst of her stifled tears a door banged hard above her, the floor creaked under a sturdy step, and the tall, narrow form of the Political Economist silhouetted itself against the feeble light of the upper landing.
One step down he came into the darkness—two steps, three steps, four, until at last in choking miserable embarrassment, Noreen cried out hysterically:. With a gasp of astonishment the young man struck a sputtering match and bent down waving it before him.
What are you crying about? Noreen began to laugh snuffingly. I'm crying partly because I'm tired—and partly because I've got my overshoes on—but mostly"—her voice began to catch again—"but mostly —because there's a man waiting to see me in the parlor. Is that why you never invited me to call? Noreen shook her head. I study in their studios. I work on their newspapers. I caricature their enemies. Oh, it is n't men that I'm afraid of," she added blithely, "but this is something particular. This is something really very funny.
Did you ever make a wish that something perfectly preposterous would happen? Then her face in the dusky light flared piteously with harlequined emotions. Her eyes blazed bright with toy excitement. Her lips curved impishly with exaggerated drollery. But when for a second her head drooped back against the banister her jaded small face looked for all the world like a death-mask of a Jester.
Let me take off your overshoes. The Man's voice grew peremptory. Did n't have time to get into dry things? Have you had any supper? In an instant he was flying up the stairs, and when he came back there was a big glass of cool milk in his hand. When she reached the ground floor the Political Economist leaned over the banisters and shouted in a piercing whisper:.
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And Noreen, cleaving for one last second to the outer edge of the banisters, smiled up at him, so strainingly up, that her face, to the man above her, looked like a little flat white plate with a crimson-lipped rose wilting on it. With equal abruptness the Political Economist changed his mind about going out, and went back instead to his own room and plunged himself down in his chair, and smoked and thought, until his friend, the Poet at the big writing-desk, slapped down his manuscript and stared at him inquisitively.
I wish I could draw! It was not so much an exclamation as a reverent entreaty. His eyes narrowed sketchily across the vision that haunted him. And I'd call that picture 'Talent. And I'd fill that ocean full of sharks and things—not showing too much, you know, but just an occasional shimmer of fins through the foam. And I'd make a sailboat scooting along, tipped 'way over on her side toward you, with just a slip of an eager-faced girl in it. And I'd wedge her in there, wind-blown, spray-dashed, foot and back braced to the death, with the tiller in one hand and the sheet in the other, and weather-almighty roaring all around her.
And I'd make the riskiest little leak in the bottom of that boat rammed desperately with a box of chocolates, and a bunch of violets, and a large paper compliment in a man's handwriting reading: But I'd have her chin up, and her eyes open, and the tiniest tilt of a quizzical smile hounding you like mad across the snug, gilt frame. Maybe, too, I'd have a woman's magazine blowing around telling in chaste language how to keep the hair smooth and the hands velvety, and admonishing girls above all things not to be eaten by sharks! I've always said that I'd gladly fall in love if I only could decide what kind of a girl I wanted to fall in love with.
The Political Economist ignored the impertinence. The Poet put down his pen and pushed aside his bottle of rhyming fluid, and began to take notice. Whatever else she may or may not be, she's got to be a tired girl. Choose somebody who's all pink and white freshness. That's the kind of a girl to make a man happy. Man," he cried out suddenly, "did you ever see a girl cry? Really cry, I mean. Not because her manicure scissors jabbed her thumb, but because her great, strong, tyrant, sexless brain had goaded her poor little woman-body to the very crudest, last vestige of its strength and spirit.
Did you ever see a girl like that Miss Gaudette upstairs—she's the Artist, you know, who did those cartoons last year that played the devil itself with 'Congress Assembled'—did you ever see a girl like that just plain thrown down, tripped in her tracks, sobbing like a hurt, tired child? Your pink and white prettiness can cry like a rampant tragedy-queen all she wants to over a misfitted collar, but my hand is going here and now to the big-brained girl who cries like a child! The older man's jaws tightened ominously.
The Poet began to rummage in his mind for adequate arguments. Anyway, she left her overshoes outside my door to get when she comes up again, and I'm going to tie one end of this string to them and the other end to my wrist, so that when she picks up her shoes a few hours later it will wake me from my nap, and I can make one grand rush for the hall and—". But the Political Economist lay back in his chair and went to sleep with a great, pleasant expectancy in his heart.
When he woke at last with a sharp, tugging pain at his wrist the room was utterly dark, and the little French clock had stopped aghast and clasped its hands at eleven. For a second he rubbed his eyes in perplexity. Then he jumped to his feet, fumbled across the room and opened the door to find Noreen staring with astonishment at the tied overshoes. Then his eyes focused in amazement on a perfectly huge bunch of violets which Noreen was clasping desperately in her arms.
Does it look as though I had chosen to be engaged with violets instead of a ring?
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Yes, every week, I just asked if I please could n't have them all at once. There must be a Billion dol lars worth here. I'm going to have a tea-party to morrow and invite the Much-Loved Girl. Ernest Dextwood," she rattled on: He's a widower now—with three children. The violets began to quiver against her breast, but her chin went higher in rank defiance of the perplexing something which she saw in the Political Economist's narrowing eyes.
She began to quote with playful recklessness Byron's pert parody:.
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But when the Political Economist did not an swer her, but only stared with brooding, troubled eyes, she caught her breath with a sudden terrifying illumination. All the bravado, all the stamina, all the glint of her, vanished utterly. Political Economist," she stammered, "Life—is—too—hard—for—me. I am not Rhoda Hanlan with her sturdy German peasant stock. Nationality does n't count with me. My Father was a Violinist.
My Mother was an Actress. Mrs Walker once lived in Canada, but she says she's never been to Jamaica.
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He's been examining Lynda Walker's case. That's common after strokes and head injuries that people would have a speech disorder, but what's unusual about foreign accent syndrome is that the nature of the changes are heard by listeners as being suggestive of a foreign accent rather than a speech disorder. Can the person who's had the stroke actually hear it themselves? Some people realise straight away, and others they don't know until somebody asks them: I didn't know I was.
Can people revert back to their old accent quite easily? For those where it's a permanent feature, it's very difficult. So try as they might it just eludes them, how to get back to their original accent. Foreign accent syndrome is extremely rare, and Lynda Walker says she doesn't feel like the person she was before the strokes.
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