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I am caught in a deep, black, invisible hole. I am wearing the perfect mask. They would never ever think that I am going through hell. That there are times when I am wishing I was lying in the casket instead of him—or at least with him. My psychologist is telling me I have to keep trying to cry to let out the pain that is trapped inside my soul.
So I am standing in the shower and I am trying. I am not tearing up. I am coming together with his family every once in a while, and his mom and sister cry every time.
"Can't Cry Anymore" is a single by Sheryl Crow from the album Tuesday Night Music Club released on A&M Records. The song reached number 36 on. But if you find that you can't cry, that you can't feel anything, what then? calling it “the feeling that one doesn't have any more feelings, the subjective blocking.
Even his dad starts crying when hugging me goodbye. I am sitting with his best friend having a coffee and we are exchanging memories. Why do we cry in the first place? We cry to release hormones; we do it to feel better when we are sad. Everyone does it eventually. After thinking about it again and again and trying again and again, I came to the point of acceptance. Maybe I am mentally ill and that is the reason.
Tears are nothing you can force, nor should you want to. You should accept that sadness expresses itself in many ways.
You should never forget that you are, either. Be gentle with yourself. If people ask you how you are doing, be honest so they know to be gentle with you.
There is no honor in lying about how you feel. What if you could live a life that would make YOU jealous?
Open a page to start your day, frame a page that inspires you to keep living, share a page with a friend who needs support, or leave one behind for a complete stranger to brighten their day. So listen to this a while.
For whole 1 months now. A big big zero.
The word might be sound cheesy. But someday, I promise you. Always believe somebody still there for you.
Second, like drugs and medicine law. But, it can happen!! Just never quit to live. Even you feel like walking robot.
Last, it really cut my heart so deep that you experience this for 7 months. Even a stranger who never talk and see you like me, care for you!!! I only experience that for a month, and it is very scary. So, take care , my friend. I think I may have melancholy depression. I try to invoke emotion through drinking wine.
This helps bring on some tears but it is induced by a substance and doesn t feel real. My father died 5 years ago and I never really cried or grieved properly. I really wanted to cry so I will feel good inside. My heart is full of sadness bitterness and rejection. Crying me feel better. But I cannot shed s test,. I shed 1 tear when I found out I had stage 4 cancer, but misty eyed is as far as it gos. When my sister died,being weeks from loosing my home to unpaid property taxes, not even ahaving my breast removed.
Just to be judged as feeling sorry for myself or being a baby, even just for attention. These judgement s only made me feel worse, or helpless and unloved. What started as a personal choice seems to be out of my control now. It also seems to be more unhealthy than I had ever imagined.
We have never been told we had depression or any psychological problems. I hardly have any saliva either. During a sad time, I have the ugly crying face but not one tear.